Xmyadolescentsuicide

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The worst person by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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The worst person

My heart beats so hard in my chest, That I try not to breathe, But holding in these words hurts, So I cry them out to a pretend love, Hoping that someone will hear me, Please just hear me, Please just heal me, I just want to know me. I’ve reverted back to something I fear, Turned to face the past, That I never tried to face before, So I cry out to myself, Hoping I’ll answer, Please I want to answer, Please just come back, I just want to know me. I don’t want to be back to this place, Where all is dark and cold, And the love that I feel isn’t even real, It isn’t even fake, It’s just a feeling,

Post-it notes of a life by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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Post-it notes of a life

This dream has been labeled life, Only to be discovered in its true form, By the ones who think deep enough, And when they have this realization, What is it that they think? I don’t want to continue dreaming all this pain, I want to wake up, Someone please bring me back to reality, I want to wake up, So I can try to mend what’s broken, I want to wake up, I want to wake up, Won’t you wake me up? With a kiss…

AD LIB Chapter 4 by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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AD LIB Chapter 4

The light from the open window crawled over the white bed, its steps slowly heating Tia’s body; she smiled and snuggled under the covers. The beam of light leapt onto her face, making her wake with a start. She surveyed the room where she lay; all was white and slightly cushioned, as to not injure one’s self. It was sparsely furnished, only the bed and a small desk were there. The bed was bolted to the floor, the bolts covered with rubber. Tia felt serene as she lay, in the warm, white bed, looking at the slight indents in the walls. She stroked her hair and sat up, stretching as she did. She was wearing the same clothes as the day

That vanity... by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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That vanity...

My eyes screamed out to you, But you never heard them, Or you refused to, They wept for you, But you remained dry, My heart was soaked, And it corroded. My heart pleaded for your love, But you turned it down, Or you pretended to feel, It beats for you, But you remain dead inside, My soul is darkened, Morality ended. So when the pleading, And bleeding, And needing, Is through, I wonder how you can wear that smile.

Waiting for the end... by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

I'll break your heart strings by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

Drink up... by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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Drink up...

Suicide and Cyanide, All the pain I refuse to hide, All these acid tears I’ve cried, Deep inside, My soul has died, And sometimes I just wonder why… I really don’t deserve this. Suicide and Cyanide, They’re the two things on my mind, My happiness I’m trying to find, Or someone who will be so kind, Or someone who knows love is blind… I really don’t deserve this.

You put sex in a stereo? by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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EMO-tional Chapter 1 by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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EMO-tional Chapter 1

Chapter 1 The early morning light bounced around the pristine suburban house, creating an array of shadows as it leapt. A ray of light pierced a diamond on the back of the golden bird sculpture dangling from the rafters. The light seemed to jump on Hana's pale face, she squinted and lifted her hand to block it, but it seemed to ooze through her palm. Hana pulled herself up from the brown, leather sofa and stretched for a while, until her mom called her. "Hana, where are all of my paint brushes?" she yelled Hana grunted and looked down at the canvas she had painted the night before, the red paint still wet and dripping from it. Her mom's

Silhouette of a girl by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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Silhouette of a girl

The silhouette of a girl, Bowing to the crowd, Her moves so fluent, But nobody knew, What she had concealed, But her hand it reached, For the blade she had kept, No one had known of the internal struggle, Until they saw it. The silhouette of a girl, Laughing at the crowd, Her hands trembling, Everyone knew, What she held, Her hand it struck, Struck down on her wrist, No one knew of the internal struggle, Until now. The silhouette of a girl, Falling to the ground, The screams she emitted, The only sound.

Time is running out by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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Time is running out

None can see through the mask, The only thing to hide behind, The only thing to help, The pain from seeing my reflection, In the broken glass I used, The blood drips on the hourglass, Time is running out. None can see through the eyes, That hide the blackened soul, That cover the depression within, Looking through hourglass and mirror alike, Time is running out, For me.

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Death holds a note by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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Death holds a note

Your door is closed, The music loud, The world unforgiving, As you weep the bitter tears of regret, All others are beneath the hardened floor, Leaving you isolated in the darkness, You’re forever singing, But death is bringing, A new tune. Your heart is beating slowly, The music begins to fade, Into the solemn backdrop, Of the life you’re soon to leave, All others have no clue what you’ve done to yourself, Leaving you isolated in the darkness, You’re forever singing, But death is bringing, A new tune, For you.

AD LIB chapter 1 by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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AD LIB chapter 1

Chapter 1 The door opened slowly, throwing light into the darkened hallway. All around smelt of bleach and cheap cleaning liquids, Tia looked up at the open door, her long brown hair flicked upward. A woman dressed in white stood in the doorway, she too smelt of bleach and also hair dye. She had peroxide blonde hair that just about reached her shoulders and curled at the ends. She had big blue eyes that focused on Tia, not searching, nor wondering, just blank. “He will see you now” the strange woman said, her voice monotonous. Tia nodded solemnly and stood up, she was dressed all in black and as she stood next t

Revelations, not reciprocal by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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AD LIB Chapter 2 by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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Chapter 2 Tia looked around the room; there were five teenagers in there, including her. They all looked normal at first glance, but after closely studying them Tia realised what she had gotten herself into. Ben looked down at Tia and smiled, she seemed to have some of his kind of style, and she was short, scrawny and wore all black. He too wore black and was scrawny but he was much taller than her, he put his arm around her shoulders and looked at her closely. Tia looked up at Ben and forced a smile back, she was now panicking, the other teenagers were watching her, analysing her every move, or so she thought. Inside the room, there was

Lips touch, Hearts beat by Xmyadolescentsuicide, literature

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Lips touch, Hearts beat

Moving closer, Oh so closer still, Your arms pulling me, To the tender embrace, And your hair covers one eye, The eye that stares so deep, Deep within me. Lips touching, Touching so softly, Your arms holding me, So warm and loving, And your hair covers one eye, The eye thats closed, Matching mine. And the world around is a blur, Moving, Not validating, Forgetting all the problems, The problems that keep me awake at night, Your contemplating this, Just as I am, The words, The feelings, Your touch, Its healing...

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Xmyadolescentsuicide

Jan 25, 2008

QUIZ RE DONE

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1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? Blue 2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now? SEX 3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? talking on msn 4. Honestly, what did you do today? SCHOOL 5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? NO 6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? Nope 7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel? sometimes, if boredom strikes 8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? YES VERY MUCH SO 9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? MY FRIENDS 10. Honestly, do you bite your nails? no 11. Honestly, what is your mood right now? TIRED N DEPRESSED 12.Honestly, have you had

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Xmyadolescentsuicide

Jan 12, 2008

Ther once was a bored emo

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And she did this quiz... 1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? Blue 2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now? My boyfriend 3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? talking on msn 4. Honestly, what did you do today? Went to my boyfriends house 5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? NO 6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? Nope 7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel? sometimes, if boredom strikes 8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? naww 9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? My boyfriend n my friends in general 10. Honestly, do you bite your nails? no 11. Honestly, what

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Xmyadolescentsuicide

Dec 26, 2007

So depressed

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Well, Merry Christmas to you all, I hope you had a better time than I did. Alot of shit happened with my family last night, and it got me pretty depressed, so much so that its actually forcing me to be sick. Not exactly a merry christmas Hopefully new years will be better ^^ love you all <3 xxx

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Jul 31, 2008

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Mar 8, 2008

Thanks for the watch~!! <333

Depressedwonder

Feb 11, 2008

wooooh i just realised if u put a curtain on a small chubby woman she looks like a lamp

for you to comment back angrily on this joke would prove your a lifeless boring bastard with little to do so im waiting for your comments people lolololololololol + pls read my poems they suck but its my best

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Jan 11, 2008

heyy sexy right back at ya
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Jan 11, 2008

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Jan 5, 2008

well then why arent i a pineapple any more nm grooovy stuff im reading here

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Dec 29, 2007

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